Of unfeasable lovers

August 3rd, 2007

Longing for dead dreams and dry leaves, freezes my soul. I keep waiting for you in this garden chair besides the apple tree we grew when we were kids. I’ve already painted your body with verses of not having you and understanding how far you are from me.

Im not interested on idealizing you, nocturne, but I could erase your mistakes with tender kisses, wrap your spirit if you only let me. I know you could love me if I undress my name and my pure desire of being with you. I could wait for a faithful and loving wind to take us to our home, a dwelling of flowers and tenderness.

While I wait for you, I turn down my music to perceive your gentle steps. I don’t know the time of your arrival, I don’t know if you’ll come during a morning, or an afternoon or an evening. But while I wait for you…I comb sunflowers, perhaps you will love them like that. Waiting for the season of your arms and sweet eyes, maybe springtime, maybe winter. I could say something, or not… probably I won’t say a word.

While I wait…I keep living, dreaming, breathing, placing candles on my path…

And after...

You say with your eyes, something about the nothing we found together. A page of incomplete verses… My mind caresses the corner of your soul and for a moment, I find the landscape you didn’t give me. A canvas with no eternal colors… I would have inhaled your lips, and you would have been warm wax on my uncompleted shape, and all kidnapped shapes could have devoured a golden dawn.

It tastes like a sigh without giving…Above all your whims; I rather drink your naked back than your unconscious black magic of ephemeral dreams. If I want you, angel of mine…to be a deja vú in my life…disclosed man, eternal child smile…do not run at least from my memories. A story of uncompleted kisses…

Alpha

I’m beginning a new journey, of some words, without mislaying papers and photographs of souls that just as me, know how to cry and laugh. Will you join me?

By the way, I don’t know how will I begin or what will I write but I certainly know that I will give some order to my writings of the last years J Thanks to everyone that insisted me on creating a blog.